featuring…..a friend

so, i will not be revealing the identity for none wants trouble.

I was good isolated inside my own box of thoughts until it was invaded by a person, strong in a character and who could be easily looked upon. Charming, normal looking, witty girl, experimenting with styles became  a friend in a very short time. Today when I look back, she has been there since the day I dont remember because I’ve been a believer of no specific day [an escape for bad recalling memory ;) ]. I was a pessimist earlier and the optimism she found in my pessimism was like a step away out from the crowd. One great slow poke optimist pal of mine with an awesome music taste and hearing abilities ;) , she can surely gel-in with any type of people around provide sufficient time. I may never express or say anything for the amount of happy bright colors she has poured into my life and not leaving me in bad shape ever, has been standing-by every time in every situation boosting my morale. I’ve been looking up to this lady’s approach and hats-off to her. If wax statue list was in my hand, her name would surely be on it, not because I can melt her when I’m angry :D but yeah that’s not a bad idea to have her in a museum because she wont go by herself :P
It’s been two years in university and INSHA-ALLAH she will be a great dentist whom i’ll recommend to, the only friend in the university I made and I believe no matter how far we live, don’t meet each day, don’t text i love you for being my friend, physical presence doesn’t make a difference here  because its the existence that does. Knowing how I’d react to every situation, I can be unpredictable to the world but I feel comfy being predictable to her. A glassy personality in front of her is a frosted glass to others plus she has a good tummy to hold secrets and a beautiful place she lives in [that I can drop by anytime ;) ]. No matter how much I tease her for being lame, funny and slow, sleepy, I’ll be always thankful for an entry to my life and making me smile in absurd of times, cheering my mood up and understanding what i want to say……i know this wouldn’t last forever but I’d want you to stick around and see me get old :D
happy birthday. May you live long as me and keep rocking more lives making people proud on your way :P

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Ailurophobia

Ailurophobia- fear of cats. Yes the normal looking, harmless animal and a pet for many. Lovable creatures but not to all. Yes they also have haters. These little animals are what some people afraid of. The mouse catching skillful cat scares the hell out of them.
Human mind is one complex body. It protects the human it resides in, by triggering defense mechanisms. One such is triggered at the sight of CAT. may be because they had a memory of past experience with cat or they think its dangerous for them or its any physical feature of the cat they cant look at specifically. For those people, the sight of cat makes their nerves crack: they sweat, stammer, anxiety is up, scared, breathless, frightened and what not. They may even try to keep their mind alert and not react when cats around but they just cant help the panic attack. Mind doesn’t accept what once it has rejected. So, the cats need a bit suffering these attacks for life!

She was scared of cat EYES. One fine look to the cats face, tears her down the spine. The cold eyes, the glassy look in them and the thin iris works a spear to scare her deep. She just cannot look into them. The witty movements of the cats made her brain hallucinate every now and then. Her mind is so frightenend that it replicates the moving objects to appear like that of a cat. Its like a World War III in her freaking mind and bloody cats win everytime. Cats spooked her! But she even doesn’t know what had made her so frightful from these creatures. Childhood didn’t have any such cat related event: the used to live in the balcony, they were fed milk daily. Then what? may be its just the mind triggering response against them and nothing else. She was almost near to bringing that fear of cats to ground until she decided to give up and answer *I AM ALLERGIC* as an escape for not wanting to deal with unhappy cat encounter events.

Famous people fearing cat:

  • Alexander the Great
  • Genghis Khan
  • Hitler
  • Julius Caesar
  • Mussolini
  • Napoleon

And not so famous people:
ME

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100 answers

1; Are you really ready for 100 questions? duh
2; Was your last real relationship a mistake? yes that’s why is gone
3; Do you miss your last relationship? no why should i?
4; Who did you last say “I love you” to? brother for the most absurd reply
5; Do you regret it? no
6; Have you ever been depressed? very often
7; Are you a boy or girl? woman
8; Are you insecure? alot and its good
9; What is your relationship status? single SO FAR
10; How do you want to die? accident, sudden death!
11; What did you last eat?  spaghetti
12; Played any sports? yes PAST TENSE
13; Do you bite your nails? now, NO
14; When was your last physical fight?dont remember
15; Do you have an attitude? yes, my definition
16; Do you like someone? myself
17; What is your real name? Homo sapien
18; Ever smoked or drinked? no but would want to
19; Last person you kissed? hafsa lil niece of mine
20; Do you hate anyone at the moment? alot of peepal

21; Do you miss someone? yes
22; Twirl or cut your spaghetti? twirl
23; Do you tan a lot? no i’m black already :D :D
24; Have any pets? ppl around me are mammals too
25; How exactly are you feeling? awkward & bizzare
26; Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? duh yes! Everytime
27; Ever made out in the bathroom? ahem ahem……
28; Would you take any of your exes back? no AXES!
29; Are you scared of spiders? until they are big ones
30; Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? NO .
31; Do you regret anything from your past? yes
32; What are your plans for this weekend? chill
33; Do you want to have kids? none so far
34; Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? yes :P
35; Do you type fast?kinda
36; Do you have piercings? How many? 3
37; Want any more? hell yes!!
38; Can you spell well? thank God
39; Do you miss anyone from your past? yes
40; What are you craving right now?  sleep

41; Ever been to a bonfire party? yes
43; Have you ever been on a horse? yes :D dreamworld resort
44; Kissed someone in a pick up truck? NO
45; Have you ever broken someone’s heart? yes :P many that i dont know of
46; Have you ever been cheated on? yes…i hate LIES
47; Have you made a boyfriend/ girlfriend cry? huhuhahhaha
48; Are you thinking of someone right now? none
49; Would you live with someone without marrying them? no
50; What should you be doing? sleeping
51; What’s irritating you right now?questionare
52; Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? hahahaha no bhui
53; Does somebody love you? hope so :P
54; What is your favorite colour? blueeeeeeyy
55; Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? hahaha yes
56; Milk chocolate or white chocolate? none, Dark! or white if thats THE deathbed question
57; Do you have trust issues? quite alit
58; Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? nothing…let him like me
59; Do you talk like your friends? no..they are enough for that
60; Do you have a good relationship with your parents? kind of

61; Longest relationship? siblings and parents :P
62; Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? kiya pata! most recent..LOL
63; Who was the last person you cried in front of? why would i cry IN FRONT of peepal
64; Do you give out second chances too easily? yea.. who cares after the first time they do wrong!
65; Is it easier to forgive or forget? my memory refreshes ALOT!
66; Is this year the best year of your life? worst so far
67; What was your child hood nickname? moti bhains, moti, jaina, jaimbu…….so on
68; Why did you decide to do this quiz? the figure 100 is attractive
69; Favorite food? anything edible
70; Do you believe everything happens for a reason? yes
71; What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? texted
72; Did you have a dream last night? yes
73; What is bothering you? brain
74; Have you ever been out of state? yes MashaAllah
75; Do you play the Wii? NO video games
76; Are you listening to music right now? yes :D sean paul-give it up to me
77; Do you like Chinese food? who doesnt!
78; Do you know your fathers b-day? yeah 12 feb
79; Are you afraid of the dark? if im apparenlty alone
80; Is cheating ever okay? helping is ok, cheating is never!

81; Are you mean? to the VERY core.
82; Can you keep white shoes clean? no :D
83; How many people have you fist fought? none. im a peace person :P
84; Do you believe in true love? no
85; Favorite weather? freezing winters
86; Do you like the snow? love them
87; Does it snow a lot where you live? not as yet as far as im living…. :(
88; Do you like the outside? yeah :D
89; Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? yeah have to sometimes
90; Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? yes
91; Who was the last person of the opposite sex apart from your family, you talked to? Nomi,Ch.sahab
92; Are you hungry? full instead, had lunch
93; Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? WHAT O_O
94; What makes you happy? music =)))
95; Would you change your name? no, i love my name
96;Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? yes i would want to live long :P see im MEAN <question 81>
97; Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Mani almost drowned me :P
98; Can you count to a million? no i wouldnt even try
99; What’ s your zodiac sign? capricorn
100; Favorite lyrics right now?hmmm.. tough one, none specific…alot of them actually

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30 days of Bliss )DEC’11

The concept: December 2011 is the last month of this year. Ghalib Khalil thought of the idea that it should somehow be special and memorable. That’s when this project came to life. Trying to promote the idea of living life for the sake of Living – enjoying, cherishing and living each day as if it is our last – this project will help you realize the meaning of true things in life and give you a perspective that you will not regret having. The idea is simple – every day you have to do something unique – something new – something that you haven’t ever done before. Take a picture, make a video or just come to our page and post about it. Tell the world how crazy you can get. You will have a lot of fun along the way. You will make tons of memories along the way. You will live life along the way.
https://www.facebook.com/theblissof30days

so here i go, somethings each day that put a smile on my face,

day 1: 2minutes of nothingness….its not what i tried doing ever….just nothing absolute nothing in mind…  head cleaning!


day 2: weigh-scale shift to right after lonnngggg…..happiness extreme

day 3: introducing skype to a friend and trying to absorb the excitement thrown to me :D

day 4: eating Mcflurry first time…. was okay…

day 5: watched a new movie and liked it…..

day6: had a tour of coldplay song….. ALMOST ALL… dammmnn!! Music makes me happieeeee

day 7: updating the external drive in case me laptop becomes a *itch! hahaha sigh of relief

day 8: just for myself and relax

day 9: accepting a BBQ invite.. adn enjoyed the FOODHHHHH :D

day 10: capturing moon by not a pro-cam but instant technique :D

day 11: first ever…..nap on the carpet…. :D

day 12: thinking of telescopes <3

day 13 14: just enjoying weather with blue nails and morning tea

day15: act being an animal whole darn day and every 5 mins sounds like…BAAAAAA :D

day16: series of absurd dreams continue……

day 17:  LOVES a fresh slice pineapple. Yum!

day 18: in the world of books…. can spend my ALL TIME there happilyyyyyyy

day 19: sis with flu i to bring smile and irritate ofcourse

day 20: frozen to the spine and tired like didn’t wanna breathe in

day 21:  just kept on checking its 21st….haha minds calender ditches sometimes. jazz music is PEACE!

day22: net DIED and even music was irritating. a cardiologist day saved!! :D

day 23: laughing till the stomach hurts… :D mom and sis the best

day 24: 1am and 9degrees temperature! damn!!!!

day 25: listening the whole PTI God damn jalsa!! politics i’m in!

day 26: finding an escape to stick pix inside the cupboard as cannot hang frames on walls :P

day 27: 3am cornetto, playing UNO and laughing till the stomach hurts.. this scorpian rocks my life… :D

day 28: feeling lucky winning free meals coupons at Atrium food court.

day 29: waking up in the morning getting out in saddar at 11:30 am….sweeping through the rush…diverting to Dera (boat basin) and having aaloo paratha and tea then landing gears at sea-view…..clicking piks enjoying….being enjoyed called bouble battery LOL and then watching an entertaining DON2….hahhahaha though it was a thriller….i found it comedy…Farhan Akhtar..Good job

day 30: thinking og all the good times 2011 brought…..equation will be updated tomm :)

day 31: plus29 and minus23= plus 6 of 2011

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song: THE LOGICAL SONG
artist: SUPERTRAMP
Lyrics:

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they’d be singing so happily,
oh joyfully, oh playfully watching me.
But then they sent me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, oh responsible, practical.
And then they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
oh clinical, oh intellectual, cynical.

There are times when all the world’s asleep,
the questions run too deep
for such a simple man.
Won’t you please, please tell me what we’ve learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am
I said now watch what you say they’ll be calling you a radical,
a liberal, oh fanatical, criminal.
Won’t you sign up your name, we’d like to feel you’re
acceptable, respectable, oh presentable, a vegetable!
Oh Take it take it yeah!

But at night, when all the world’s asleep,
the questions run so deep
for such a simple man.
Won’t you please, please tell me what we’ve learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am,
Who I am x 3 !!!

Who knows who’s so logical.

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another scorp…

Hey yO ma nigga
Sharing the childhood pikcha.
Iv’e hadn’t lived alone for the life
I’m sure your man would have a lucky wife.
The spark is there seated in you
Use the mind: you got to blew.
People await for what u hold
With the expression of character called bolD.
Making mee smile is no easay task
You are just there forget to ask.
Alternatives are there in ur head to get
You make me laugh till i cry, can’t forget.
Making me realize there’s a family too
You love cats and hey i say “SHOOOH”.
In any field you are the captian
You have brains coz u r a scorpian.
May Almighty bless you in the very best way
Dragon sis wishing you a very Happy Birthday!

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the basic for her to follow

Appreciate.
Believe in own self.
Clean your head once a while.
Dump some thoughts.
Evolve.
Friendly talk is a must.
Goodbye to goodbyes.
Hope for new dawn.
Improve to invent.
Just be patient.
Keep the YOU alive.
Learn to say No.
Music is for therapy.
Not everybody to leave.
Optimism to follow.
Pull and Push, that’s how it works.
Question what you don’t know.
Rushing wont help, until it’s a SALE.
Sorry causes no harm.
Travel.
Unidirectional is better.
Velvety smooth chocolate sometimes.
Welcome people.
Xanax not to ever have.
Young at mind.
Zen.

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fused or confused

“W” is a confused word for the face prnounced as “double U” written as “double V” and also in french called “double way” taking more space than normal it just appears fat. W is “wanted?” “why?” “when?” “where?” “who?” “with? ” its all explanations which one doesnt like to give…..atleast she doesnt!

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