still waiting with nothingness…

people say its the mothers love that is unconditional….. But he doesn’t know anything today. He has now lost the count of days, months, festivities he had spend without his mother. The mother whom he knew before birth. The one whose sound was the closest…. Today when he has reached the age where most depend on their kids, he is in the old house that has been chosen for mentaly unstable. He has clear picture of his childhood but the behaviour by his own children is now vague. He is just living there since 9 years h0ping each day someone from the stable known will take him along. The routine life here is what he is now not liking. As he goes through his life’s flashback, a tear trickles down his cheek to his jaw and audible sobs can be heard from a good distance. Seems now he is loosing the hope and returning to be an infant who just wants his candy. He has a concept of religion but now all his urges converge to his mother. With all the pieces of broken hopes, shattered soul n pricked dreams, he still stare the door for the sight of known.


2010 in review

The stats helper monkeys at mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health:

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A Boeing 747-400 passenger jet can hold 416 passengers. This blog was viewed about 1,700 times in 2010. That’s about 4 full 747s.

In 2010, there were 17 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 48 posts. There were 13 pictures uploaded, taking up a total of 4mb. That’s about a picture per month.

The busiest day of the year was March 24th with 85 views. The most popular post that day was obsessed?.

Where did they come from?

The top referring sites in 2010 were Google Reader,,,, and

Some visitors came searching, mostly for dunya bari bawri pathar, meaning of the word blabing, capricorn charms, capricorn women and their charm, and capricorn woman charm.

Attractions in 2010

These are the posts and pages that got the most views in 2010.


obsessed? October 2009


on the way thoughts 2… May 2010


Deaf But Not Dumb…. December 2010


i crave…. February 2010


fun being dull… July 2010

it’s truly unexpected…

Human mind is the greatest creation of Creator. The uni-lateral brain having a powerful area for thoughts…is what scientists haven’t understood to date and i guess never will.. it has its own kingdom different from the others…well this brain is not used much…above normal usage lead Einstein, who used it a bit more than average, to struck the world with the theory of relativity…. for that he was called mad too…his brain died with him all the functions got buried…. but the question is, how did he pushed it so far beyond the normal?
The same brain produces figures not present actually….science calls it Hallucination. Every fine detail of the figure is personalized…no one else can really know…its called Schizophrenia…powerhouse fights with ownself…what distruction it must be bringing to the whole body bieng controlled by a necrosing device…being socially bitten each day these people are then labelled threat to society and cut isolated where the rott and eventually die leaving behind a lot questions unanswered.
Scientists fail to depict this behaviour of human which approaches everything by passimism….acquired behaviour i guess…but then can brains be manipulated? i think that’s called brainwashing (with words). Technology is one thing that man created himself. The connection of sockets evolved from calculators to computers, machines to operating robos….social networks add to the list of creation but then how can one turn against own creation and create destuctive devices…the bombs, the hacking network…yes they are creations too but negative ones..just to balance the equation?
A complete definition of unexpected is the human brain which we control and then that controls us…. A dive in it, is not so easy all science freaks!!