Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses
your understanding.

Even a…s the stone of the fruit must break, that its
heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.

And could you keep your heart in wonder at the
daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem
less wondrous than your joy;

And you would accept the seasons of your heart,
even as you have always accepted the seasons that
pass over your fields.

And you would watch with serenity through the
winters of your grief.

Much of your pain is self-chosen.

It is the bitter potion by which the physician within
you heals your sick self.

Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy
in silence and tranquillity:

For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by
the tender hand of the Unseen,

And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has
been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has
moistened with His own sacred tears.

Khalil Gibran

blabbed 11/10/2011

She was not obssessed about herself nor she aimed to be liked by the people; acceptance ofcourse is subconcious. She did not like making impressions of people stating she didn’t want any to be made for herself because impressions vary according to situations…she could not understand certainities and was well-comfy in uncertain environment. Knowing that, she could but would not do certain task just for the fact that she does not want to… want, need and luxury are biggest of her questions. Attire and built of hers doesn’t allow her to gel-in among people called the crowd. Being thought of as extraordinary, she was just another ordinary person to herself. Theres a greater stage beyond spotlight but when caught up in one its the small little boundary that one is bound to be in… deviation was just her way….she could not stick to any pattern…may be because she didn’t remember or she was aware of the fact of change…. all this individuality had pointers to be altered when she couldn’t see the results coming out of what she was doing: the complicted way…. so what if she’s complicated….she thought being human was all that was asked for some acts! nobody likes to be proven wrong but she wants to know the truth, irrespective of being at any side of view but who was gonna decide the right, if it was her own mind then she’d be right for herself in any way…..that’s when she look up to people who know more than her…..and then…… MODIFY!

clear bits of childhood

*watching pink panther with the neighbourhood girls and guys

*jumping on beds playing catching up games

*making tent of the bedsheet and pretending it to be jungle

*threw away the whole dish on a cats “meow”

*never using stairs instead jumping off the first floor

*breaking ice to make gola ganda

*using cooked rice to make tiny flags for 14 aug and decorating everywhere

*watching the room seeting for hosp

*arrival of James at 6pm, serving him dinner at exact 7pm 😀

*going to doc DAILY

*sitting in the window with legs out in rain

*getting onto the bars hanging for hours until there are blistered hands

*having the TV cable held by hand

*watching casper and godzilla cassetes

*fighting off for corner place on bed

*making house of sofa seats

*watching the white pegion in unclees place

*making soap bubbles

*repeating what ever the KHAN used to say without the meaning

*thinking the daark side of drwing room was cursed

* being crushed sleeping on floor in the night 😀

*bro accidentally dropping the whole bucket of home-made ketchup!! 😀

*sticking those kiddies sticker on cupboard

*spinning the tubelight that smashed later

*living with cat and its kids abandoning the use of balcony

*having a whole pineapple from J and wondering what the hell to do with it

*getting to see no goat in the morning when all goats got stolen a day before eid-ul-azha

*sitting in the mud and making a circle around ownself with the pebble on ground

*walking upto manngal bazaar with loaded bags

*KMC sports complex and pittu

*making a pony tail on top with long hair to scare everyone 😀

*accidental KFC making in the dark 😛

*loosing keys and living with broken lock then